I've been feeling tired of these girls around us, and how he just ignores how im feeling and saying things like its not something that i should worry too much. when in fact it irritates me much.
I dont want to sound like im going to throw a bitch fit, but i just want to make him understand.
Y'know i've been handling things like this for years and it doesnt get any easier for me. Its just keep irritating me and weigh me down.

I know things like; other girls cannot be avoided. But i just wanted to make him know how tired im feeling and make me feel better. Im tired of him still protecting other girls and promising me things.
When actually deepdown i still believe that he's not that bad.

I know its bad to talk about past too much.  But i dont know what going on his mind that he could be such an ignorant person to me. Our journey was really rough and hard for me. I have to handle things around us (that he thought wasnt a big deal). Handling his exes. Handling girls. I just wish he could see how much im suffering and start to pay REAL attention to how im actually feeling.

But you know thats not going to happen.  At least not in an easy way